I had a bad day...

Where is the moment we needed the most ?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away and I don't need 

no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime and I don't need 

no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day, you had a bad day

This song seems to of been the story of my life the past couple days for some reason. Before the army I would have a bad day because someone irritated me or I did something stupid. The day or moment would pass and I would go on with my day. Since Aaron joined the army the term "bad day" has a completely different meaning. Its a day or days that I am an emotional mess, most of the time for no reason at all! What I think triggered the past couple days was planning out my trip to Arizona and Idaho. Don't get me wrong I am Ecstatic about the trip...I just hate that Aaron won't be with us. This thought alone starts the mind racing about all the things he's missed and then the things I miss about him. *Insert tears here as I am typing this...ugh* No pep talk from a friend or family member can really help fix a bad day. It’s usually isolation or keeping busy to just get the day over with. Luckily I have some great friends, and an amazing son that give me a reason to get dressed in the morning, or else I think it would have been a pajama kind of week.